Too Many Books

I have decided that i have too many books to review one at a time so here is a quick overview of what i have been reading.

so many booksSo Many Books, So Little Time – Sara Nelson

It was a good until i had read to page 171 then i realised she was just repeating herself. However i did read it to the end. Sara Nelson works in publishing and has a very negative way of saying other authors books were no good, however she has never written a novel of her own. Many of the books were based on the Jewish/American life and others were written by like authors, who all seem to have a chip on their shoulder. This book, with it’s pretty cover gets *** from me.

could be worseIt Could be Worse, You Could be Me – Ariel Leve

Another Jewish writer, i didn’t do it on purpose. I should have known not to bring this book home with me from the library as about half way through there were several corners folded down and the second half of the book looked untouched, but i didn’t notice until i got it home and started reading it. Ariel Leve writes a column for a newspaper and i can’t remember which one, but this is a book made up from the said column, i think, reads a bit like a blog in book form. Some of it was funny but it became repetitive and i got bored with the ‘oh woe is me’ of the Jewish people and how they are so badly treated, its the chip on the shoulder again. I give it *** it was amusing but i wouldn’t read it again.

the man whoThe Man Who Forgot His Wife – John O’Farrell

Vaughan is travelling on the Underground train towards Heathrow airport when he suffers a psychological fugue and forgets who he is, where is going, where he lives and even his own wife and children. He reports himself to a hospital where he sits until the patient in the next bed starts reading baby names at him and one of them appears familiar to him. It turns out to be a friend, who when he appears he doesn’t remember either. I couldn’t put the book down and i read it in a few days. It is funny, in an odd way, but O’Farrell keeps you reading to the end, where Vaughan gets some of his memory back. It gets ***** stars.

sj-watson-before-i-go-to-sleepWhen I go to Sleep – S J Watson

Christine loses her memory every time she falls asleep. So each day she remembers nothing until she meets a Dr who encourages her to keep a Journal. Although each morning is the same, she also has the Journal to help her remember what she did and what she learnt the day before. I didn’t want to put the book down and actually go to sleep it was so good. It is a brilliant psychological thriller with lots of twists and turns but in the end the truth wins out, but then Christine needs to go to sleep and will she remember? It gets ***** stars.

A-MercyA Mercy – Toni Morrison

Set in 1690 in the days of the slave trade and witch hunts Jacob Vaark is a good man who doesn’t want anything to do with those things. Forced to take a slave as part payment for a debt, he is given but her mother a young girl called Florens. He believes that Florens will be a balm for his wife and the lost of their little girl Patrician, but Mistress wants nothing to do with her and Florens care is left to Lina. Pox strike the colony and the Jacob dies, Mistress is left dying but the blacksmith comes and they believe he has healing power and she survives. Jacob had made enough money to build a grand house but the only thing he gets to do in it, is die. Beautifully written, i only had one problem with it, as i began each chapter i was left wondering if i had missed a bit as they didn’t follow on. It was difficult to follow the story, but the message remains the same people are not property. It gets **** stars.

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Follow Me?

red_Heart_BoxWhy do you follow me? I mean why do you follow my blog? Or why do you follow anybody or any blog? Do you have a criteria of what you are looking for, or do you just follow anyone and everyone?

First let me apologise to those who follow me. I have been a bit lacks in writing and therefore in posting too. I will try to do has i intended and write 5 days out of 7, because everyone should have a day off. So i have Saturday off and Sunday i am at church.

I believe in Jesus Christ. I know he is God’s Son, my Saviour and my Redeemer but this is not a God blog (He has a sense of humour, He won’t mind me saying) but sometimes something spiritual comes to mind and it is part of who i am, so i write about it. So i hope you don’t mind?

I am guessing this is my life blog. I write about me, my family, my passions, my life, my ups and my downs. I love God, family history, books, photography, which i am not very good at but i have been taking lessons. I love my family. I think i am one of the luckiest people alive as i will be 50 next month and my mum and dad are both still living and are well too. I have 2 sons, 4 daughters and a beautiful granddaughter and one more on the way (soon, can’t wait).

Why do i follow you?

First another apology. I have been reading your posts, honest i have, i have just been too lazy to reply, but i will change that i promise. Secondly, i won’t necessarily follow you just because you follow me. Does that sound mean? I am sorry if it does, i don’t mean it to. If you gathering followers to gain popularity that go for it, but i only follow those that are saying something that interests me or makes me think. However i am grateful that you chose to follow me and i hope you find what you are looking for here.

I now have a Simple Life, with a spectacular but Simple Faith in God. My life has changed beyond recognition to 2 years ago. It’s not that i was a bad person back then or that i had a bad life, i wasn’t and i didn’t but now, now, life is different. Please stay around if you are following me i would for you to share in a little bit of my simple life.

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Esther

estherEsther was a Jewish Queen of a Persian King. She is portrayed in the Bible as a heroine. She found favour with her husband and although he had many concubines he knew and called her by her name.

It was the law in those days that you did not go into the King without him requesting your presence first, the punishment, death. There were no exceptions to the rule. However Esther learnt that her people, the Jews, were under threat and she knew she needed the help of the King. So Esther prepared herself and went unto the King and requested his help. Sounds simple, but it was not. She had to find great courage and faith to be able to this. (Esther chp 4)

Although Esther was reluctant at first Mordecai entreats her with ‘…who knoweth that thou art come unto the kingdom for such a time as this.’  Esther then calls upon her cousin Mordecai and requests that all the Jews fast for her three days and three nights and she would do also, so that she may be preserved when she goes in unto the King. After three days and nights Esther dressed in her royal apparel goes into the King and he holds out the golden sceptre to her and she is allowed to speak and by doing so she saves her people and her family.

Today we may not be asked to stand before a King under the threat of death to save our people but we are given many challenges that require much courage. All of us at some time in our life will face disappointment, illness, death or we may have to stand up for what we believe and face the consequences. Having the courage, the faith, to stand for righteousness can be the hardest thing to do in today’s world where many have turned away from God and say that he is dead, is an illusion.

But God is not an illusion and i know that when we show courage to stand up for what is right. Courage to not let life defeat us. Courage in the face of death we ill be lifted up by angels, carried in their arms until we can stand on our own. In a time when men’s hearts will fail them, God will always be there.

Who knows that we have been brought to this earth at this time for such an important reason as Esther. We may not need to save our people but we will need the same faith and courage that she showed.

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Those ‘Mormons’

People often say that those ‘Mormons’ are a peculiar people and we are, i quite agree. A friend put this on facebook over the weekend and i thought i would share it here too. The only thing i ask is that you watch it to the end and let me know what you think.

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Jesus Christ

I believe in God the Eternal Father and in His Son, Jesus Christ and in the Holy Ghost.

resurrectionI really do! Not because someone has told me i should but because over time i have put them to the test and they have not let me down. Now i don’t mean that i have actually said to them, ‘prove to me that you are there, or else?’ I would not dare but through trial and heartache the Holy Ghost has borne witness to me of the truth.

After My niece Danielle died in 2009 i couldn’t pray. Not that i didn’t know that pray would help, i did know it would, but how could i at that moment say ‘thank you.’ I wanted to scream ‘thanks for nothing’. I felt hurt and let down and although i knelt in prayer often the words just would not come. I asked two friends to pray for me and my family and i know without doubt that they did because i felt it.

Near where i live there is park and in through the middle of the park there is an avenue of trees and when i could no longer contain my sorrow i would take myself to the park and walk through the trees. As i walked the following church song that the young women sign would repeat itself in my mind.

A Child’s Prayer

Heavenly Father, are you really there?

And do you hear and answer ev’ry child’s prayer?

Some say that heaven is far away,

But I feel it close around me as I pray.

Heavenly Father, I remember now

Something that Jesus told disciples long ago:

“Suffer the children to come to me.”

Father, in prayer I’m coming now to thee.

Pray, he is there;

Speak, he is list’ning.

You are his child;

His love now surrounds you.

He hears your prayer;

He loves the children.

Of such is the kingdom, the kingdom of heav’n.

This is how i learnt to pray again, because my Heavenly Father never left me, even in my darkest hour. He accepted my anger and sadness and sorrow and He sent me peace and understanding. My Saviour Jesus Christ has given us all a way to be together after death all we need to do is accept what he has offered us. I know i get down days and i know this page is an open book to my life but believe me when i say i have not given up, i will continue to fight.

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Pain

daniellegardenToday was a pain day. It’s pain like no other pain i have ever experienced. I don’t even have the words to describe it either. I have been known to say ‘i would rather go through labour than put up with this pain’.

The thing is i have a number of different pains and depending on the day, the time, the year, and just about anything and everything else, will depend on which pain is more prevalent than another. Over the last weekend it was joint pain, immobilising joint pain, but unless you have a full time carer/spouse/partner, etc you cannot be immobile. That took me to Monday evening when it all suddenly eased. Then i had a couple of days of calm (ish) and now today i have muscle pain. It feels like over used muscles, but not just a leg or an arm but everywhere.

I know i am not the only one to suffer with daily pain and i know there are some who try to believe the pain as gone. I don’t know about gone, but maybe it is just giving you a break. No one really knows what causes stresses with one ultimate moment when everything collapsed and the mind went into overdrive and there is no way to shut it off. When you are in pain it difficult to do anything; eat, sleep, sit, stand, walk, exercise or even read or meditate as the pain is all consuming.

For some the cause can be contained and the pain relieved, at least for a time, but i don’t believe that is me. My pain is so deep and has so many causes when i went to counselling it was like peeling back an onion, layer after layer after layer. Sometimes things cannot be repaired they just have to be accepted and i am working in that and i do know that one day through the Atonement of Jesus Christ all things will be healed, but for me not in this life.

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Direction > Time

Campaign for Real Beauty

This photograph was displayed as part of the Dove, women’s body products, campaign and I just love it. Okay it doesn’t show all body types but it does show that everyone is different.

However that is not my point today. One of the sections in the book Unplugged is titled ‘Direction > Time. The books states that ever since the birth of the steam train and the need for universal time around the country we have lived by time and still do today. However although Time is a measurable quantity, Direction is more important. Today we not only measure Time, but weight, distance, calories, etc and it is very difficult for us to change our thinking to measure Direction instead. However I have been doing some deep thinking/pondering and instead of forcing the answers to come, I have allowed them to appear.

So this is what has appeared. My Direction is to have better health. I decided that the word Health needed a personal definition. For me Health means: to create a greater balance between mind, body and spirit. My Direction is to improve the balance of this connection between mind, body and spirit on a daily basis not by Time (measure) but by doing.

I have this image in my mind, let me see if I can explain it better.

Yoga Meditation OutlineKNOWLEDGE

MEDITATION

SLEEP

EAT FOOD

EXERCISE

The formula is nothing new, only this time I cannot fail has I will not be measuring my progress. I am doing that which fits in with my inner being and all these things will work together to not only give me better health but also free me from the world of Time and help me focus on my Direction instead.

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